Do you know what it feels like to feel as though everyone around you is living life in motion and you're standing completely still? Well, that kinda sums up what's been going on with me.......let's see, I have a very small circle of friends which has been dwindling down these past couple of months but it's like when I'm around them I always feel out of place, it's like I'm in there company but I feel alone (idk if you understand but w/e, continuing...) like I don't belong. I'm usually at school and work and I don't really converse with people there either and from school I'm home so most of my days are spent at home all day on the computer or watching tv bored out of my mind while everybody else is out there enjoying life........
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
I guess you can call it a PP (personal problem) because I don't really have a hankering to go out and socialize with the people that i live around or on campus because we have absolutely nothing in common! I've always been the "different" child growing up sort of the loner...I had a close small group of friends but they were just school friends when i got home it was my cousin and I & I was older so it was like what I like, but that started to change but IDK what i'm trying to say....
To be hurt To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
I guess I'm just having one of those days and this song/video by Simple Plan describes what I'm going through...
